I'm sorry honey, but I can't. I'll be happy to light a candle for you on my altar to help you find your way, but at the end of the day, any spell or ritual work to improve your life has to come from you. This may sound crazy, but start by putting an offering bowl on your altar to give thanks to the divine for the little you do have right now.
Like attracts like. If you're a negative person wallowing in negativity, negativity will come to you. It will surround and choke you. If you're a positive person who appreciates the small things in life, then some occasional bad things may happen to you, but positive energy will usually come to you instead.